I have been away for a bit! Truthfully, every time I go to work on my blog…a part of me is like…I don’t know if this is the direction I want to be going in…..I think I am going through…let’s not call it a mid-life crisis but maybe more of a mid-life awakening. Somedays I think…I don’t really care about clothes like I use to…I feel like sometimes I am trying to be an old version of myself that doesn’t really exists anymore. I am trying to figure out…am I depressed? Or is the wind calling me in a different direction? I don’t want to take pictures of myself wearing clothes…it feels…painful? Also, full disclosure I have been wearing on repeat a pair of silk pajama pants from Zara and a white tank top for about a week straight now. So maybe that’s a sign…..maybe it’s not…I am going through some major life transitions so maybe that’s all it really is. Life…am I right? Probably a good thing we walk into it more ignorantly than not. Or we would be like hell no….I refuse! I will not get on that ride!
I hear all these people in their 30s giving advice…and I am like ha ha you have no bleeping clue what you are talking about. How can you give relationship advice if you’ve just been in a series of bad ones? How can you give marital advice if you have never been married? How can you give advice on parenting if you don’t have kids? Maybe enlightenment is getting to a place where your like…plugging into your own intuitive voice and blocking out all the noise….that’s it…that’s what it is…true enlightenment.
So here is a cute top and some bracelets in the meantime while I sift through the pieces and try to put them back together…like do I want to glue this piece here…or should I just throw it in the trash and go buy a whole set of plates? Are you following what I am putting down? I think I want to have more of a purpose…and I am trying to figure that all out….
I hope your having a great day and have more of a sense of direction than I do at the moment! ha ha.
Love, Tiffany